Wednesday, May 29, 2019

month fifteen (and sixteen and seventeen and eighteen and...)

So, Judah turned 15 months old at the beginning of February. Sometime in April I decided a 15 month blog post wasn't necessary, despite the fact that my other kids each got one (#thirdchildproblems) and I would settle for an 18 month old blog post at the start of May... It is now almost June. I promise we love you, Judah. Just don't look at this blog archive for proof of that.


Size: Judah Budah, as he is affectionately called around here, is 28 pounds, in the 90th percentile for weight, and stands at 2' 10", in the 85th percentile for height. And not to worry, he's a true Wall kid with his head circumference somewhere around the 95th percentile ;) Though his thighs have never been as impressive as his big sister's were, his neck and chin can compete with the best of 'em. Judah is wearing 18-24 month clothes, quickly growing out of size 5 shoes and wearing size 5-6 diapers.


Eat: For a long time there wasn't anything this kid wouldn't eat. And then he turned one. Now, he won't eat vegetables unless they're drenched in hummus or blended into fruit, and even then it's only cucumber and carrots he'll accept. He doesn't like eggs, any kind of bean or any form of meat. He refuses anything with too much peanut butter and prefers colby jack cheese sticks over mozzarella. He even refuses pineapple and watermelon. Basically, the kid likes bread, yogurt, graham crackers,  banana and berries ;) We're working on it!


Teeth: Judah (finally!) has all of his precious pearly whites! His last teeth to come in, his four canines, took their sweet time. One by one they wreaked havoc on that poor boy and, subsequently, the rest of us. He was constantly whiny and constantly drooling. Since, he's back to our sweet and reasonable baby brother - thank goodness!


Sleep: Praise the Lord, we have been sleeping through the night for quite some time! Honestly, it was one of the reasons why we really debated baby number four... We've gotten used to our sleep! Judah goes down for bed when the bigs do, around 7:00, and wakes up between 6 and 7:30, though we don't get him out until "his light turns green" at 7 (or later). Switching rooms when guests come might make for some sleep changes, taking him a little longer to fall asleep or waking up a little earlier, but not much will wake him up, or at least keep him up, during the night.


Milestones: Gosh, this kid is doing it all it seems! He can climb on anything, though he tends to naturally be a little more cautious. He is getting faster and faster with his run and really swings his arm to get his momentum going - it's my favorite! He rides his scooter up and down the sidewalk and attempts his little balance bike, though he doesn't quite have that one figured out just yet. He can throw and catch a ball, eat with a spoon and fork and comprehend all that we say or ask. He is still using some signs for the words he can't say, but he's adding words to his vocabulary often. Though his most common noise, "ow", is still used for most everything ;) He loves to play games and sing songs, color with crayons, build with magna tiles and play pretend with stuffed animals.


Likes: Judah loves his dada (but still prefers mom at bedtime). He loves playing in the bath and running through the sprinkler. He loves jumping on the trampoline with Ezra and digging in the dirt. He loves to eat! Judah loves throwing bouncy balls in the hallway with Uriah and kicking the soccer ball in the backyard. He loves the tire swing at the park and going down the slide (by himself!) He loves reading books, making messes and his blankey. He currently loves toting around Ezra's play jewelry and pushing things in her doll stroller. Judah loves doing anything outside! He loves birds, airplanes and dancing. He loves snuggling up to a movie (though they don't keep his attention for more than 20 minutes) and playing chase through the kitchen.


Dislikes: Judah has always been a relatively happy kid, but when he makes up his mind that he's hungry, there's not much that will distract him. He doesn't like when he's asked to stay out of the kids' creations, always wanting to "help" them build ;) and his feelings are clearly hurt when they exclude him from something or won't share (rightfully so!)


Things I want to remember: The way he moves his finger up and down when he's pointing at something. The way he thinks every car door closing is dada coming home. His sweet blonde curls that I don't have the heart to cut off. The way he gets so excited to put on his shoes. I want to remember his gap toothed smile and his best belly laugh when being tickled. His bright, sweet blue eyes. The smile he gives when you correctly guess what he's trying to tell you. The way he says "buggy". I never want to forget his double chin, his simple dance moves or his love for books (Goodnight Gorilla and The Little Blue Truck)

Judah Budah, we love you so! We wouldn't be a family without your sweet and silly personality. Thank you for loving us in a way only you could.

Wednesday, May 22, 2019

FOUR


Ezra Lee... you are sugar and spice and everything nice (and wild!) You are equal parts sensitive and tough, quiet and loud, serious and silly, shy and outgoing. You are pink and unicorn everything but without fear of getting muddy and fully capable of keeping up with the big boys. You can dance ballet and fight like a Ninja Turtle, pick flowers and stomp them. You are everything beautiful, joyful, innocent, sweet, and feisty. You are LOVED.


At four years old (now four years and two months) you are reading, always writing and constantly doing mental math. I have been so amazed at how much you've grown academically this year. You love coming to the table to do school and often beg to do more than one lesson in a sitting. You are so smart, baby girl! But more importantly, you are so very kind. You take such good care of your baby brother - holding his hand on walks, feeding him, entertaining him while mom's trying to cook dinner, helping him open things, reach things and build things. He adores you and for good reason. You take the best care of your blankey and favorite stuffed animals. You help Uriah take care of the bugs you find and collect outside and you even look after me when I'm sick or tired - singing me songs in bed, covering me up with a blanket on the couch or offering to bring me food and water. You have such a loving heart, Ezra. And as if that weren't enough, you are FUN! Always up for a game or adventure, capable of making your own fun, silly more often than serious and you have the very best laugh...! 


You stand at 3 feet 5 inches tall, and weigh enough to hurt your momma's back (roughly   pounds)! Four years old and clinging on to that baby chub and your dad and I are far too happy about it. You are wearing 5t clothes and size 10 shoes. You have the longest, most beautiful blonde hair that has yet to meet scissors. You love swimming and bath time and playing in the sprinklers - you've always been a water babe! You're favorite color is pink, your favorite animal is a horse and when you grow up, you want to be a horse trainer (I hope those things never change!) You are a major book worm, sitting for hours in your bed flipping the pages of your favorite picture books, and Uriah's best playmate, spending all your other hours playing imaginary games throughout the house. You love fruit and bread but take way too long and too much hummus to eat your vegetables. You love to build with Magna Tiles, play Uno and draw pictures. You are extra sensitive when it comes to discipline, but apparently don't care enough to change some of your habits... ;) We love  you, Ezra Lee! All your inherited quirks from your older brother and all!

What is your favorite color? "Pink!"

What is your favorite food? "Pizza!"

What is your favorite game? "Uno" (She was playing Uno at the time I asked these questions... But I do think it's probably her favorite game)

What is your favorite animal? "A horse"

What is your favorite song? "The Ariel song" (Part of Their World... I sing it to her every night at bedtime)

Who is your best friend? "Rachel" (Rachel is a sweet little friend here in Sacramento. I really thought she'd say Uriah, and I think Uriah, who was sitting next to her, thought she'd say that too!)

What is your favorite thing to do outside? "Jump on the trampoline"

What is your favorite holiday? "Halloween" (Uriah asked, "not Christmas?!" No idea why she likes Halloween so much, as I like to decorate for fall but don't care about the actual holiday too much. I'm guessing it's the candy)

Who is your favorite stuffed animal? "Blankey. Oh, Cougar" ("Cougar" is a Washington State University "Cougar Kitty" that used to be my moms. I have a matching one from my childhood and I love that she carries this one around!)

What do you want to be when you grow up? "A horse trainer" (To be noted, she does not want to be a mom)

What is your favorite thing to do with daddy? "Um, go to The Little Mermaid!" (Daddy recently took her on a date to a jr production of the play and she was just beside herself with excitement! I wouldn't be surprised if this high lasted until next year's questionnaire!)

What is your favorite thing to do with mommy? "Play Magna Tiles"

What is your favorite thing to do with Uriah? "Go outside and pick weeds" (Awesome! Work and play in one!)

What is your favorite thing to do with Judah? "Um, just play with him"

What is your favorite movie? "The Little Mermaid"

Who is your favorite superhero? "The cat one. Um, cat girl" (Clearly, we're not that into superheros in our house these days...)

Who is your favorite princess? "The Little Mermaid" (I'm sensing a theme here...)

What is your favorite book? "Um a horsey book" (Aka, any book with at least one picture of a horse in it)

What is your favorite thing to play with? "Magna Tiles"

What do you do really well? "Reading" (The girl is so proud of herself and will happily tell anyone about this new development! We're beaming with just as much pride, too!)

What do you like to learn about? "Animals"

What makes you happy? "That mom's having a baby!" (How sweet is that?!)

What makes you sad? "When Uriah punches me" (Yeah, that makes me sad too, girl)

positive

March 19, 2019

I had told Stephen I would take a test on March 16th. I could be exactly three weeks pregnant, and while it would be early, it was the equivalent to when I tested positive with both Ezra and Judah - exactly three weeks.

While I had experienced a few early pregnancy symptoms that week, there wasn't anything too consistent or extreme that pointed directly at pregnancy. I had gotten lightheaded a few more times than normal (like I did with Ezra in the first few weeks), maybe I had been peeing more frequently (like I had with Uriah) and I was certainly bloated and cramping (but maybe I was just due to start my period soon). Despite the fact that I tried to convince myself I wasn't pregnant, I just felt like I was. And I was sorta in disbelief about it! There was just no way it would happen so quickly! I had gotten my IUD taken out on February 7th and it had taken me two weeks to get a period back, so this would have been our first shot. Surely, even despite my past fertile history, even despite the fact that I felt pregnant, surely it would take at least two months...

Stephen told me I could pee on as many sticks as I wanted (is anyone else addicted to this?!) as long as he was there. I found out I was pregnant with all three kiddos while Stephen was gone at work and about five minutes after I told him about Judah he made me promise that he could be there for the next one! So, convinced I was pregnant, but also aware it might be too early, I peed on a stick the morning of March 16th. I wasn't supposed to look at it first, but I could tell it was negative even without my glasses on. I passed it to Stephen and sure enough, negative.

I texted him after he left for work and said, "I still think I'm pregnant".

- - - - - - - - - -

I patiently waited through Sunday and Monday before deciding to test again. It was now two days before my expected period (roughly - I hadn't even had a full cycle since getting my birth control removed, I had no idea how long my cycles would be!) Stephen said to me first thing on Tuesday morning, "Pee on a stick!" I tried convincing him I wasn't pregnant. I claimed I was 100% sure of it. There was no way it would really happen at our first try! I think I was so scared I was wrong and that it would be negative, I didn't want to even take the test. I didn't want to deal with the disappointment. Even though I really wanted to take the test...!

I turned it upside down while I got myself cleaned up, because I promised Stephen we could look at it together, but I have no self control, so I took a peek at it as I handed it to Stephen on the bed and said, "Told you, it's negative" It certainly looked like it! He took it and looked at it quietly for a second before saying, "No it's not. It's positive! There's a faint line there! It's positive!" I snatched it out of his hand and tried my turn at staring at it - maybe. But no. "That's negative" We passed it back and forth, Stephen convinced there was a faint line, me trying not to get my hopes up. On my second turn with the stick I held it to the light and just started to nervous giggle. "Are you serious?!" I believe my next words were swear words as I threw it on the bed and starting crying, covering my face and burying it into Stephen. "Are you sure?!" We kept staring at that faint vertical line getting darker and darker. "Oh my gosh! We're going to have four kids!" We were both laughing through watery eyes. "Is this really happening?!"

We sat there in our bed for the next 20 minutes laughing, crying, staring at the stick and each other... Even though I felt pregnant, I just couldn't believe it. Honestly, I'm typing this 3 days later and I still can't believe it!

Four kids. Four kids! FOUR kids! Are we crazy?! Maybe. But oh we are so happy and excited!

Baby Wall, you have been talked about for years! And now you're on your way! I just can't believe it... Our baby! You have been prayed for and prayed over. You are wanted and you are loved!


To read the story of how we found out about Uriah, click here. For Ezra, click here. And for Judah, click here